That’s Life..

I realised that we have run out of things to talk about..

We were at dinner and there it was "silence"…"silence" more and more "silence"..

It was…deafening…that was the word

I did not know what to say..

I was upset this afternoon..but he did not seem to notice..I do not have the energy to tell him either..The shock took the energy right out of me..

Maybe I am being paranoid..maybe he does not realise how it breaks me..maybe I do not let him see it..

What am I supposed when my heart is shattered into a million pieces?

I do what I always do..

I pick up the pieces and move on..

I’ve got my earphones on this time..so the silence won’t be so deafening..

Marriage is hard work..

28.1.2008

I made a lot of changes in my life during the end of 2007 and during the start of 2008.

I never thought I had that courage in me..

It definitely is true when they say that making changes in your life are one of the hardest steps for you to take.. and I felt that.

I am glad I was brave enough to go through with it..

I am sad that an end has come to this chapter in my life..

I am more excited however for the new beginning that is coming..

I know now what I want to do with my life..but it takes courage to to live your life the way you want it to.

Thanks to those who have supported my decision.

To new beginnings y’all!

Shoutout to : -

Hunny Bebie

Eric

Mama

Papa

Sis

Huda

P.S - Happy birfday Kema!!!!