Remember my post regarding the curtain railings that didn’t fit? Well..here’s the pics!! Don’t try this at home, kids!
Here’s the pole
It’s sticking out!! *blush*
I’m desperately holding on
And so it was..did’nt manage to take many pics..as I was holding on to the pole!! hahah
It’s a clay aiken song..and its playing in my head..so I have to write it down somewhere..
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There was a man
A lonely man
Who lost his love to his indifference
A heart that cares
That went unshared
Until it died in his silence
And solitaire’s the only game in town
And every road that takes him takes him down
And by himself its easy to pretend he’ll never love again
And keeping to himself he plays the game
Without her love it always ends the same
While life goes on around him everywhere
He’s playing solitaire
Another day
A lonely day
So much to say goes unspoken
And through the night
His sleepless nights
His eyes are closed ..his heart is broken
A little hope goes up in smoke
Thats how it goes
Goes without saying
Solitaire
And by himself its easy to pretend he’ll never love again
While life goes on around him everywhere
He’s playing solitaire
Solitaire
Sheesh…! dah setel..I’m going *weng*! sort of euphoric..don’t know why
I faced death in the face on monday and was spared…
Aries went out to see his friends and took the keys..He left his phone in the car and only came back at 2 a.m. That was fine, I’m used to him going out all the time but this night was different..
There was a snake in our house.. Downstairs was dark and I was hungry so I was thinking that I want to cook a late night snack..Thank God I opened the lights.. There was a cobra coiled up near a box at our kitchen outside..and boy it was irritated..It was like moments that seem to go on forever..I don’t remember if I screamed or not..If I did, I didn’t hear any sound come out of my mouth.. but I remember that it definitely flattened its head to get ready to bite..
So I ran back..and I was literally frozen.. I positioned myself at the foot of the stairs..I was thinking..I can’t get out (no keys!) but I should not go up..because if the snake goes up too..I won’t have anywhere to run no more..
My first instinct was of course to call Aries..but well..as he left his phone (or so was his story), I couldn’t get him..I really panicked..meanwhile the snake entered the kitchen. I swear it looked at me..It was staring..and I was like ..who else do I call? I was so panicked I forgot to call 999, I went and called my parents and sis instead..who was like 300 miles away in KL (I’m such an idiot!)
My dad calmly told me again and again that I should call 999. So ok..after crying like a baby..I did.
I remember the call vividly:-
Operator :- Hello, ada emergency ape?
Me:- There’s a snake in my house! (frantic screaming)
Operator :- Ok cik..tenang, sekarang ni cik kat mana?
Me:- Kat rumahla!!!
Operator : - Ok..kat rumah..kat mane tu?
Me:- Kat dalam rumahlaa!!!!
Operator :- Ye saya tahu tu cik..cik rumah kat negeri mana?
Me: - Ooo..rumah saya kat johor..saya baru pindah..bla bla bla (babbling incoherently)
Operator: - Ok cik..Johor kat mana?
Me:- Kan saya kata kat rumah!!!!
Operator : - Ye cik, saya faham..Johor kat senai ke , tampoi ke..? mane ye cik?
Me:- Rumah saya kat JB
Operator :- Sabar ye cik, saya pindahkan call cik skrang kepada bomba.
Thank you operator for being so patient. I cannot thank you enough. I called Aries around 50 times I think..and I called dad again..dad asked me..is the snake still there? I said yes.. and he asked me to repeat a quranic verse after him out loud..so I did..and then he asked me to speak to the snake and gently ask it to leave..
And a miracle happened..It deflated its head..and slowly went away..moved out of the house..I get chills even now reliving that moment..
I called the bomba, and told him the snake left..and the bomba quickly told me to take salt and pour it all over the entrances so it would not come back in the house.
Thank you God..
Thank you Dad..
Thank you sis.. (you know why *wink*)
Thank you mum..
You guys are always there for me..even when you are 300 miles away
Thank you operator..
Thank you bomba..
For making me feel calm and responding real fast
P.S - Aries, what do you have to say for yourself? *shakes head*
I’m still in shock..I hope the snake is alright..I don’t want it to get killed..it looked at me..and i will never forget its stare..It looked..lost and scared.
Go home snake..go home where it is safe for you..
The words of the song ‘Kerana Kau’ by Alleycats keep playing in my head..I need to write it on something..it’s driving me nuts..so here goes..
Kerana kau ku masih di sini
Kerana kau ki bisa menangis
Dan kerana kau yang menghancurkan
Ku tiada berteman
terkenang wajahmu..aku pilu
Selangkah ku tersebut namamu
Kan terasa jiwaku dipalu
Oleh rindu dan dendam padamu
Dan ketika ini
Dan di saat ini
Dimanakah dikau
Kau puja bulan yang mengambang
Kau pinta bunga yang di taman larangan
Kau sendakan ku punya perasaan
Dan kau menyatakan cinta ini hanya satu permainan
Mengapakah tak kau rasa
Bukan paras rupa yang sangat ku pinta
Tapi hati yang dapat merasa
Yang kesedihan ini tak lain hanyalah keranamu
Mengapakah ku diluka
Mengapakah harus ku tanggung semua ini
Tidakkah kau merasakan
Kesedihan ini tak lain hanyalah kerana mu
Ahh..that’s better..I vaguely remember hearing adiskip say that she loved this song sometime during our wacky LLB Hons..hehe..weird thought ehh?
I miss LLB Hons..
I miss the past…
I found this on a website.. it hits the mark I might add..
"If
you dress nicely, he says you’re a snob. If you dress sexy, he says
you’re a slut. If you argue with him, he says you’re stubborn. If
you’re quiet, he says you’re stupid. If you call him, he says you’re
needy and clingy. If he calls you, he says you should be grateful. If
you don’t love him, he’ll try to win you. If you love him, he’ll leave
you. If you don’t fuck him, he’ll say you don’t love him. If you do,
he’ll say you’re easy. If you tell him your problems, he’ll say you’re
irritating. If you don’t , he’ll say you don’t trust him. If you
lecture him, he’ll say you’re bitchy. If he lectures you, it’s because
he "cares". If you break a promise, you can’t be trusted. If he breaks
it, he had to. If you cheat, he’ll expect it to be over. If he cheats,
he expects to be given another chance either way"
Hmmn..neways..I am uber bored these days.. crappy crappy days ahead..
Chill..I need to take a chill pill..
BTW farah..have you told your boss?
Had a pizza party with the family for Mother’s Day..it was a sad day though sebab we found out Mum has diabetes..she was of course…shocked..thank god sis is a doctor..we’ll get through this..
I had to settle my sijil nikah issues on Monday so tak dapat dtg keje..thank god semua berjalan lancar..dah dapat surat akuan nikah..about 5 months after nikah haha! Kad akuan nikah dapat dalam 4 weeks time nanti..fuhhh lega…
Sent flowers to mum at the office..Hope you loved the lillies and roses mum!
So happy that Fara S is preggers! But seriously..am not ready to have a baby yet honestly..I want to take my own sweet time..
To Farah Laily,I had a lot of difficulties in coming up to my boss and saying.."Sorry dude..I’m so over you and this place and I’m moving on" but you have to do it sooner or later..
So I did it..plucked up my courage..spit it out with as much dignity as I could muster..and then ran to throw up in the bathroom…
You can do it girl! All for a better tomorrow ehh? My advice though.. Find a job that you can immediately start before you tender..then you will not be so..ehemm ehemm..financially compromised (if you know what I mean). Good luck!
To all mothers..this one’s for you..May God bless you all..
Tell me, why are you crying?
Because I’m happy
And why are you so choked up?
From loneliness
And why are you squeezing my hand so tightly
And your thoughts seem to be wandering?
I love you so much
Why?
Don’t be so hard-headed
Stop doubting me
Although in the future there’s a large sky
I’m not afraid
I want to love you
Don’t love me because you think I’m different
You don’t think it’s right
For us to spend this time together
Don’t love me because I know what a lie it would be
If you don’t think I deserve your love
Don’t love me
I’m going to stay another day
Don’t love me because I’m lost
Because I change the world
Because it’s my destiny
Because I can’t change
We are a mirror
And you are my reflection
Don’t love me
To be dying in a war of regret and sad thoughts
Don’t love me
Because in this world
This great love deserves to soar through the blue sky
I don’t know what to say
That’s the truth
If people want to want to hurt us, they will
If you and I part now
They don’t matter
But in this world
Don’t leave me
Don’t leave me
Don’t leave me
Don’t listen when I say I don’t love you
Don’t love me
Stop breaking my heart with these "I don’t love you’s"
Don’t love me
Because my heart is breaking
That is useless
I will always love you
Don’t love me
You have suffered enough
My heart has turned cold like a million winters
Don’t love me
To forget about your gray days
I want you to always love me
You and I are changing
One with the other
And always together
This love is like the sun
That comes out after a storm
Like two comets in the same galaxy
Don’t love me
Don’t love me
Don’t love me
I miss my angel..
I wish he would come and take me away…
I do not want to be here right now…
I want to be by the ocean and breathe his being..
I know he’s here..
I am …heartbroken..
I shall not disclose why..
It is ironic that while being at the lowest point in my life, I heard this song that touched me so.. its such a long song..but the favourite part of the song is ringing clear in my ears even now..
‘In this sweet madness,
this glorious sadness,
That brings me to my knees,’
It is as such.. I fear..
I am lost..I truly am..alone in this world
Yesterday was a sad day indeed.. and will forever be etched in my memory..
And now for some good news - I’m coming down to KL this weekend! Sri, Fara and Huda here I come!!!
Alamak, believe it or not.. this is the first time I’ve been tagged..Oklah farah punya pasal.. aku layan..
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