That’s Life..

A disturbing fact has come alight to me and familie recently..when papa when went for emergency surgery untuk perut dia tu..the doctors ‘could not’ find anything wrong with him..but to be safe, they took out his appendix (either that or they are trying to justify the surgery la).

But still, makan takleh..minum takleh..akan muntah semula..so nasib baik ada sis yang doctor, dapatla masukkan drip kat umah and bagi ubat muntah.. so papa dah better sejak semalam..

Semalam..ibu tak boleh tido..and kwn baik ayah yang sama sama aktif dalam aktiviti politik pun tak boleh tido..and they both have the same horrid..horrid dreams..and sis pulak rupanya mendengar suara ‘high pitched scream’ time malam malam kat umah..

Me and Aries and Kema seems to be safe at the moment..tapi..ntahla..aper agaknya maksud semua ini?

Mungkinkah my familie is ‘under attack’ by ‘hanya Tuhan yang tahu’ ? Siapa pulak yang akan resort to mende mende macamni? Political rival? Enemy? Friend?

I am disturbed…

When I was in high school… I wanted to ride a bicycle to school..everybody was doing it..and I thought it would be kinda cool to join the group..I had wanted a bike for a long time..and although my mum never objected..my dad was always against it..and he insisted on sending me every day with his trusty old volvo..

He finally gave in.. and I found a second hand bike he bought wrapped up in a pretty bow in front of the house one day..ahh..gembira and excitednye

Esok paginya itu..I was on my merry way..only to realise that a car was following me from behind..ayah selalu pesan..’ramai org jahat dalam dunia ni, tu sebab ayah tak bagi naik basikal’..and I was beginning to think he had a point..takut takut pun..I plucked up the courage to look behind me to see who was following me…and lo and behold, it was ayah in his trusty old volvo tailing his little girl all the way to school to keep her safe from harm….

Among all the lovely moments bersama ayah..I remember that one the most..I maybe a lot older now..but to ayah..I will always be his little girl..he says that to me to this day..

Ayah is my hero..invincible and capable or doing anything in my eyes..dialah ’superman’ di mata..pahlawan gagah di jiwa..and I still think of him that way..

Get well soon ayah..your little girl will be lost without you…

Papa before operation..

God bless…

Missing this moment Aries..

Can you imagine..cum this 30th..we have been married for a full year? Tahan pulak awak dgn saya..Ngeee

Ups and downs..fights and making up afterwards .. stares..smiles..grins..laughter..sungguh bermakna..

Tak tahu pulak yang awak akan dapat mengorat saya masa awak tegur saya kat library dulu tu..eheh

Dulu..kini dan harap-harap untuk bertahun-tahun lamanya lagi..

Biarlah cinta ini sampai ke syurga..

Luv always,

Wifey

I am currently sick..

Demam, selsema..semuanya ada..hopefully takkan effect baby..

Haritu time checkup, tak nampak samada baby bluey or pinky..maybe this weekend nak gi tgk ngan Aries kat klinik ..hopefully baby tak shy lagi..eheh

So skrang ni dah decide nak pegi bersalin kat gov. hosp nanti..nak normal
delivery..kalu boleh nak dielakkan ceasar tu..dah byk sgt member pergi private and ending dia hummph…sgt tak menarik..so itulah keputusannya..
Ada suggestion ke nak pegi hospital mana? University Hospital or Sungai Buloh Hospital atau maybe Putrajaya? Tak sure lagi pasal tu..

I am sneezing away..tapi sbb boring dok umah..I went to work anyway..
Skrang ni tgh survey set-set yang ada untuk berpantang..walaupun ibu jenis strict and berpantang tahap dewa..alhamdulillah skrang ni ibu time berumur ni takde pantang pantang takleh makan benda beranginla..takleh minum air sejuk la..badan pun takde lenguh lenguh and ibu pun tak sakit lutut ke ape ke..so it must be working..akan ikut pantang ibu secara strict..

Pasal set untuk berpantang itu..mcm interested je dengan nona roguy punya..dia siap bagi barut lagi ..hmnnn..tapi a lil pricey la..ada saper pernah try ke? bagi tahulah ye whether it works or not..

wowie..so me and Aries dah rancang to plan for our next baby maybe only in 3 years time..sebab nak tunggu financial stabil skit..lagipun i’m in the private sector..susah asyik maternity je..silap-silap diorg tak cover plak kalau tiap tiap tahun memboyot..ahaha..hope everything goes according to plan…

Am currently sneezing away…!!

I went for my second medical checkup today..gained back the weight i lost during early pregnancy and gained some more :-p..even so..makan cam kene kontrol skit..jgn sampai naik byk sgt..

I am annoyed with kids in designer labels who behave badly in public, and ramainya budak mcmni I saw today..simply because I had parents who emphasized discipline..and me and my siblings were always immaculately behaved when we were children..my aunts and uncles was always curious and often asked for tips from ibu and ayah, which my parents gave but was never implemented, resulting in kids who behaved like a nightmare..*shiver*

Now, I’m not saying that I never had fun..ibu and ayah bwk mandi sungai and there were treats we would get from behaving really well..which was most of the time really..tapi there were things my mun and dad would never do: -

1. They would never take us to shopping malls up until we were around
6 or 7 (except for raya time, which was once a year) sebab
they did not want us to throw tantrums bila mintak mcm
mcm and tak dapat..seriously, Ive seen bebudak sampai berguling-
guling kat lantai shopping mall mengada-ngada nak barang-barang.
OMG - Nauzubillah..bila diorang nak bwk pun, dah pesan siap-
siap..kalu kami buat perangai, ayah akan start krete and kita balik je
rumah..hehe;

2. They will never take us out to fast food restaurants and barred us
from eating junk food until we were passed brain development
age..which was I think sampai darjah brape ntah, we eat home
cooked food by my mom (who works full time believe it or not!) or our
pembantu which she trained (whom I still visit every year fondly) and
it was all ajinomoto free. Being a food microbiologist, she really
understood how food can influence a child’s behaviour and brain
development; and

3. Their ultimate emphasis was always on education, I always remember
them saying since we were kids that ‘we are not well off people’
and ‘we have no harta to leave for you so you must study hard and
be smart and make your own money’. Of course really, they did have
money..tapi apa yang diorg pesan tu made you want to study and
score and make something of yourself..

Parents.. friends..please do not spoil your children. It will be your children’s loss when they grow up..tak mahula bila dah umur 30 pun nak mintak duit dari mak bapak..

I know we want our children to have the best of the best..we want them to have what we never did..tapi make sure they know how to appreciate it..make sure they know that at the end of the day ‘mom’ and ‘dad’ is the boss..[have you ever watched shalom in the home?, great show on disciplining kids and getting families closer together]

Thanks mom and dad for your wonderful upbringing..thanks to you..I am who and what I am today..

BTW- I’m gonna be meeting hubby malam ni..

XOXO