That’s Life..

Seeing the world, life and experiences through my eyes..! So screw anybody else who says their eyes can see better..blah!!!

I need rehab

Filed under: Uncategorized — idzerqq at 4:54 am on Wednesday, December 24, 2008

I am currently listening to Rehab by Rihanna..

AND  guess who it reminds me of???

*GRIN*

YOU are my favourite drug you know..

Year 2008 coming to an end..

Filed under: Uncategorized — idzerqq at 7:34 pm on Sunday, December 21, 2008

This year has had its share of ups and downs..and changes..some good and some bad..so here it goes:-

1. Moved to JB to join Aries;

2. Realised that JB was not the place for me and that the firm in JB I was working for had a ‘crook’ for a boss;

3. Quit my job in JB and accepted offer in KL (which was undoubtedly the best decision i ever made because I LOVE my job here);

4. Found out I was expecting;

5. Being preggy and the whole experience of it (especially going through everything sorang-sorang, Aries being in Johor and all);

6. Learning that marriage is hard, especially where you are 500 km apart and only get to see each other on weekends…during that time, a lot of things can happen..and it does happen when you least expect it;

7. Tasted ‘yellow cab’ pizza and becoming addicted to it; and

8. Learning to forgive, to pick up the pieces and to move on.

I think one my sincerest regrets was for me and Aries to have missed so many weddings, but Aries only comes back on weekends and is exhausted when he does..so nak pegi mana-mana pun susah..dia akan tido and tido..so kenkawan semua..minta maafla ye?

Congrats to semua yg dah kawin or tunang during this period of time yang me and Aries tak dapat pergi (ataupun Aries sorang je pergi): -

1. Hazri & Wifey;

2. Kak Lina & Abg Wan;

3. Etong & Wifey;

4. Nasron & Wifey;

5. Ida & Yen

6. Farah Ayu & Hubby; and

7. Asma Nadia and fiance.

I wish you guys the best of luck and happiness always.

Cheers to the new year!

I am trying to be cautiously optimistic..but we’ll see

Salam

 

P.S - Huda, bila nak bwk gi shopping barang hantaran?

Betrayal..

Filed under: Uncategorized — idzerqq at 8:13 pm on Wednesday, December 10, 2008

I am heartbroken…

Pieces of my heart lie everywhere..and I’m at a loss as to what I need to do next..

I shall not disclose what has happened.. only that it has shattered me to the core..

I feel it all ..I really do..

Apa erti maafmu kini? It is meaningless..

 I hate you..

Hakikatnya..

Filed under: Uncategorized — idzerqq at 8:42 am on Monday, December 8, 2008

Keras hatikah aku di mata mu?

The truth is..

‘I feel it all’

Itulah hakikatnya..

‘I feel it all,,’