That’s Life..

Seeing the world, life and experiences through my eyes..! So screw anybody else who says their eyes can see better..blah!!!

Pregnancy Numero Uno

Filed under: Uncategorized — idzerqq at 8:17 pm on Thursday, January 22, 2009

Ohh..memang tak sangka in a million years yang diri ini akan bergelar menjadi ibu/mama/mummy/umi/mak..

Experience pregnancy memang sesuatu yang agak berbeza..setengah org kata its a beautiful experience..well, I wouldn’t call it beautiful.. tapi ia memang sesuatu pengalaman yang sgt berbeza..especially bila kita dapat rasa ada nyawa dalam diri kita..bergerak-gerak pulak tu..ohh..itulah definasi sebenar keajaiban agaknya..

My first pregnancy ni..is not without complications..bleeding 3 kali..tapi overall..syukur..selamat setakat ni..cuma sekarang I’m anemic..so kena jaga sikit..

Yang terkilan tu..bila Aries tiada..30 minggu carrying this angel..Aries tak dapat nak kongsi byk pengalaman indah..kali pertama angel gerak..scan buat pertama kali..scan buat kedua kali..3 d scan..semua aries tertinggal..

Pengalaman driving ke klinik sendirian 3 kali bila masa bleeding pun..menyebabkan rasa terkilan..aries kan duduk jauh..apalah yang mampu dibuatnya? itu memang saya mengerti, tapi rasa terkilan itu masih ada..

Pergi checkup dan berkali-kali dan hati agak terusik melihat isteri-isteri lain datang ditemani suami masing-masing..tapi apa saya sebagai manusia mampu lakukan selain tersenyum dan merasa gembira bagi pihak isteri-isteri kerana tuah mereka?

Mungkin itulah definasi ‘ujian’ dalam erti kata sebenar..dan kini saya boleh digelar bakal ibu yang tabah..berdikari..semua mampu dilakukan sendiri..

Seperti yang saya kata pada Am, Tuhan takkan menguji hambaNya dengan ujian kecuali ujian yang mampu HambaNya hadapi..dan mungkin nasihat itu patut saya patuhi sendiri..

Sekurang-kurangnya aries cuba pulang setiap minggu tak begitu?

Sekurang-kurangnya angel ini suatu yang dinanti kami berdua…

Sekurang-kurangnya saya masih ada sokongan ibubapa..

Sekurang-kurangnya saya masih ada kerjaya yang saya impikan..

Sekurang-kurangnya saya masih berpeluang pulang ke rumah yang indah dan bermain the sims 2 dengan penuh riang..

Sekurang-kurangnya diri ini masih mampu tersenyum dan ketawa bersama kawan-kawan yang walaupun tak ramai..tapi yang mana semuanya benar-benar mengambil berat..

Terima kasih Wahai Pencipta akan nikmat yang diberikan, terima kasih kepada semua untuk segalanya..

Dan terima kasih kepada aries tercinta kerana ‘mencuba’.

Sunday blues..

Filed under: Uncategorized — idzerqq at 12:05 am on Sunday, January 11, 2009

Awak perasan tak, saya akan sgt happy time tiba hari Jumaat..and sgt sedih pada hari ahad..

Awak naik bas pukul 12.30 hari ni..ohh, and hati ini berkecai ke berjuta-juta serpihan kecil bila nak hantar awak kat pudu tadi.

Lagi 2 bulan baby angel akan lahir ke dunia..nanti macam mana pula sedihnya baby angel bila ayahnya kena naik bas hari ahad tu pula?

Awak doakanlah supaya dapat lihat baby angel membesar di depan mata ye?

Saya ok..apart from the million pieces serpihan hati yang saya tgh kutip merata-rata ni..saya ok..

I love you..

Ceritera Cinta bila kita tua nanti..

Filed under: Uncategorized — idzerqq at 3:04 am on Friday, January 2, 2009

A Story of true love.

Life isn’t about how to survive the storm, but how to dance in the rain!

It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80s arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry, as he had an appointment at 9:00 am.

I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would be able to see him.  I saw him looking at his watch, and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound.

On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor’s appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry.

The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife.  I inquired as to her health; he told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer’s Disease.

As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late.  He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now.

 I was surprised, and asked him, ‘And you still go every morning, even though she doesn’t know who you are’?  He smiled as he patted my hand and said, ”She doesn’t know me, but I still know who she is.’

 I had to hold back tears as he left.  I had goose bumps on my arms and thought, ‘That is the kind of love I want in my life’.

True love is neither physical nor romantic.  True love is acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.

With all the jokes and fun that are in e-mails, sometimes there is one that comes along that has an important message.

This one I thought I could share with you.  The happiest people don’t necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything they have.

I hope you share this with someone you care about.  I just did.

‘Life isn’t about how to survive the storm, but how to dance in the rain!

Luv,

Wifey