That’s Life..

The title of the post is the time and date now.. and the reason I’m using that as a title is that I want to remember this moment.

A little bleeding has begun late afternoon today..and at around 12.40 am, i started to feel contractions..they’re still relatively mild and are still hours apart..but if you’re asking me whether they hurt..

YES THEY DO..it’s like waves of pain..and you’re more taken by surprise than anything else..yours truly will wait until they get stronger and closer apart before going to the hospital or either that, my water breaks..fuhhh..

i truly do not know how my mum managed to go through this 3 times and Aries’s mum, like 7 times..its truly remarkable and I have a new-found appreciation for them..

A lot of things just run through your mind during times like these..can i go for normal delivery? will i end up having a c-sect? will little airiel be ok? sempatke Aries nak balik all the way dari johor to teman me? is there a possibility that i’m gonna die during this process?

Shessh..now if that really happens..this post would be rather morbid..i know..but still you just cannot help but wonder..

Still..I realised that I have indeed lead a full life..I wouldn’t change anything at all..

I am happy and in peace..at last..

And so friends..do pray that I shall survive through this ordeal to blog another day!!

Thanks for everything..and it has indeed been a privilege and an absolute pleasure knowing you all..

Love, hugs & kisses

Idza